Tuesday, November 27, 2007

cheesy fairtytales are the trend
. enchanted . stardust.
both the same

only consolation : I was watching stardust with my "wife and daughter"

haha

so much fun yesterday
from xy going to cine instead of the cathay to the starbucks camwhore sessions
I want the pics my "pretty wife"
haha :P

anyways now I have a funky do

happy

today:rotting at home.boring my pants off
sigh

anyways I apologise if I havent been online
my internet connection is driving me insane
its so on and off
sigh

to end it off:

Jolin of course
Golden Triangle

I think she is the only artiste who still can have a music video for everyone of her songs in the album
karaoke version for anyone who might wanna sing along

haha

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:40 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Sunday, November 25, 2007

gosh.

so many things passing through my mind
but somehow i do not know what to type out exactly
. sigh .
free

a lot of time on my hands

kinda lost
give me some direction

! sombody !

in the mood for more jolin

非卖品
~ priceless ~
爱没有答案
再倔强再不分
到最后被看穿一个人逞强

桃花源
. ideal state .

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:14 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i cant wait

I cant wait for tomorrow !

last two papers :)
though they do not seem that easy
especially statistics *puke*

I am just going to wing it
take the papers and see what happens

I cant be bothered anymore
just want to take the papers and be done with it

Ask me out ppl !!
Freedom officially comes in 19 hours
and most of it will be spent sleeping

the final instalment of Jolin's concert

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:23 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Have you ever felt like you were meant to do something?

I did when I got into accountancy

Have you ever felt like you were not meant to do something?
I did when I tried to study statistics today

hypothesis testing . anova . regression
all a bunch of crap that makes absolutely no sense to me

gosh someone give me strength for the coming paper

marketing hopefully should be fine

sigh . hoping for the best .

just concentrating on the exams now
let the rest flow after it is over

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:44 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, November 19, 2007

What shall I say about today

good : quite well prepared for econs
bad : It rained !
after walking to nanyang audi found my white berms transparent
all my pens like wet kinda
my black pouch got soaked staining my white chocolate (it's a hp) now it's like semi-dark
luckily my calculator was still working

couldnt finish my paper
what's the shock ?
spent too long on the first question as usual and I somehow convinced myself I would have time for the rest sigh

should have spent more time thinking about the questions I skipped because I thought I did not know how to do them
maybe could have gotten a better score

the stress level is quite low but somehow I feel I could have done better for the two papers I have done so far
super curious to know how my grades churn out in the end
praying for the best

once again I feel lost
too many things floating through my head

should be happy I finished another paper but cant help beating myself up over it

worrying for my stats and all the stuff I do not know yet
dont want to think about what to do with this person I kinda want to distance myself from

want to know what to do exactly with this certain direction I hope to head
want to earn money so I have my own allowance to spend and not my mom's money

just lost !

hopefully jolin can cheer some of you up :)

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:02 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, November 17, 2007

addicted to the television

american TV rocks

and channel 5 might just be a little too slow

ghost whisperer season 2 seems to be interesting
but somehow only these episodes with a bit more plot and schemes seems more interesting

I finished watching heroes season 1
damn nice
going to continue with season 2 after my exams

yup channel 5 is slow
I can give a lot of spoilers
haha

america's next top model has a season 9 people
I already know who won season 8
channel 5 is slow :P

my favourites from season 9

1. Jenah ~ ethereal punk and her pictures are all hot

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2. Chantal ~ blonde beauty with spunk and attitude

3. Heather ~ Tim Burtonesque beauty . want her to win because of her disability (she's slightly autistic) . pictures are okie ~

Jenah's the best haha

anyway going to go download the newest season of project runway
is it 4 already or something
but I like this guy's attitude

and yesh his hairstyle
wonder if it will look good on me
opinions anyone?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:18 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

yiting's present

my belated birthday present to Yiting

Kylie Minogue + Jolin Tsai : In My Arms

yesh it's Jolin :P

I have the Jolin fever
another video for her newest album
Leng Bao Li . tacit violence
hot . and she got all her dancers to wear hoods
~ cool

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:08 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

. considering whether my font size should be larger .

anyways had a mixed week

got irritated by people I originally liked . guess its one of those days

discovered that I may not like a friend at all because of some irritating little characteristics
hm . no one is perfect . am I being too harsh and judegemental
how does one really choose who to be friends or very close friends with

I always thought I am not a person to forgive and forget
I dont like you means I dont like you
But somehow I may be wrong
That's not how the world works

OB went better than I thought
did not finish the paper but still very pleased with what I have done
exams are not that hard ~
feeling quite relieved
will go mug econs after this . must get A and make up for my A levels boo boo

to C and T : Congrats !
you finally decided to let everyone know
and dont worry about me I have my own happiness
evil laughter

I sincerely apologise to huifen and junrong for skipping the stan chart marathon briefing
really sorry . I overslept
sigh . really paiseh

after surfing facebook . blogs and the net
found out that the singapore networks are quite small . everyone knows someone haha
and some blogs are so interesting . lives I never knew
sigh I want to lead those lives
guess I always have my next life

anyway as promised
part 2 of jolin's concert

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:48 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, November 12, 2007

karma

it's true . karma exists

today when I was at Orchard having KFC for lunch
I had it for dinner last night as well . dont ask me why my cravings are weird

* and last night's KFC meal at Lido's did not even has mashes potatoes la don't ask me why I am still in a state of shock *

anyway back to the main story
there was these two cheena looking nerds who sat down beside me

a fat ugly girl with like the tiniest eyes and a boy who should just go back to his village in Perak or somewhere

apparently they are singaporeans

they started bitching about their classmates so loudly that the entire outlet could hear them

some of them were even their close friends from my inferences

*so you cant blame me for publicly eavesdropping*

that was not the worse I heard

the fat ugly bitch goes : " Tell you're brother whereever he goes dont go to river valley high it's just bad~"

I wanted to slap her then and there

just because you cant get into rv and you look like so disgusting and fat makes rv bad okie

there is a reason why you are so ugly woman !!

and apparently they are from nj ~

sigh what is happening to my juniors

first lj now this

.. puke ..

anyway to cheer us up :

no it's not Jolin .. anyway I'll upload more of her concert soon don't worry

it's So You Think You Can Dance Season 3 !!

One of my favourite dances

I wanna learn disco and neil's tricks

and it's a rachel stevens song . yes the rachel from s club 7

and everyone thought she was gone

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:23 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i dont want anything to be different

Am I overthinking it ?

To mr ***:
Somehow I feel that nick was directed to me . If it is that just shows your bad attitude
Arrogant . Undeserving

I mean you dont have to rub it in my face right
What can I say you were faster ba

Well done

To ms ***:
If the nick was directed to me . I feel I made the right choice
Honesty should be maintained within two people but in a situation like this?
Wouldnt this "sharing of information" make the progression of things worse?
I am glad I am left with other better choices to make

I dont regret anything I did
And dont worry I wont treat any of you differently from the way I have

. Life goes on .
.. I am still happy and unscathed ..

* of course if I am overthinking it . it's just my paranoia talking and this entry can be ignored *

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:12 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, November 05, 2007

I am impressed :)

. trying to mug hard for the exams .
.. i will jiayou !! ask me out to study k ..
... must jia you for statistics ...
.. go ! go ! go ! ..
. yeah .

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:27 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words