Saturday, March 31, 2007
what do i do
I bought tixs to watch phantom of the opera with my friends tmr but I am supposed to work. So how?
Take mc lor
And this is not my first time doing something like this but somehow there is this weird feeling inside of me .. some foreboding feeling. Just what's going to happen? Hope its nothing much.
Anyway took some tests tarot and stuff.. seems this month gonna be quite challenging for me. Gotta be careful of people and my spending but somehow it seems good things will happen haha. I am contradicting myself but I am looking forward to april.
And to my hr manager: why isnt my salary in. Ms Sarah PAY ?
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:58 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Monday, March 19, 2007
yeah ~
I feel so much better now ~ I think ..
My friends rock ~ at least most of them do very nice and just good people to be around
yippee friends forever and ever kz
this is where i sound creepy and should stop
Anyway music and lyrics is such a lighthearted and funny movie
I am in love with Cora Corman
the zen-obsessed, self stroking, thinks the dalai lama is a llama fictional pop princess in the show
"urgh shakira is breathing down my neck .. i just wanna dance .. stomps foot and rolls eyes"
Watch it kz
And you know something else that is exotic and hot ?
This video :
I can't tell the two apart but they are hot ~
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:42 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words
Sunday, March 11, 2007
alone ..
Gosh ~ I do not even know where I am gonna start so that I can actually blurt out what I am feeling inside ..
Firstly there doesnt seem to be an aim to blogging when you are constantly ranting about your poor sad miserable life when there doesnt seem to be any response to your ranting and complains. I rather have someone listen and take all my crap but somehow that person doesnt seem to exist. Is it just me, my way of socialising, the way my life is supposed to be or does this actually happen to a lot of people. Whose fault is it that I do not allow myself to get that close to others or is it them not wanting to be that close to me.
^ picture a lot of self doubt^ is it my own fault that I do not have that many people close enough to know exactly what I am thinking on and about deep inside or are my own expectations for a situation like that too high that I always feels alone and no one "close" enough to me?
I bet you dont understand what I am talking about do you ?
Just feel really alone now ..
The fact that time flies by when you are working and you feel you have not really achieved much doesnt really help ..
Sigh
Does everyone feel this alone or is it just me ..
Is it all my own fault am I that bad a person
Can someone just be honest with me ?
I want to lead another life this one stinks or at least i think so ..
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:48 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words