Monday, October 29, 2007

sigh

Economics test ~ erm not too bad

Statistics test ~ die !!

* The questions seem easy but somehow I do not have an idea about how I would do *
** And I do not care anymore !! **

*** I will jia you for my exams ***

Yup yup
~ hardworking mode ~
~~ but time will still be given for play . I want to watch stardust !! ~~

~~~ A big thanks to mark for all his comments next to me right now :) ~~~

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:41 PM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

evil prevails . .

. at FAL working on AB114 .

.. got a kick during OB killing our dear lj's project ..

... unfortunately she still managed to get an A . sigh . life is unfair ...
.. cant really be bothered . cant help getting pissed ..
. sigh .

* want to study hard *

** will study hard **
*** jia you ***

p.s. anyone interested in joining and helping out at kids' world(a 3 day non-residential camp for financially challenged kids) can go to our booths at can a and can b to find out more details and sign up k

^ so happy for Jolin . she rocks ^

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:55 PM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

unlucky

I believe I had my newly bought ear studs for 30 secs before I lost them

So unlucky . I want my bling bling
Someone take pity on me :P
Sigh

Prediction for tomorrow : A smashing good day

* This song a bit sian . but I still like her to bits *

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:44 PM
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in luck ~

~ I am in Gryffindor ~
~~ going to be the next harry potter haha ~~
~~~ Corin . thanks for the tarot cards . very belated birthday present . but I love it anyway ~~~

~~ slogged hard for marketing . must get A ~~
~ so quick a weekend sigh ~

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what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:09 AM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

oops

I will start off this entry by apologising to my marketing group mates for falling asleep on you gals. I wasnt able to protect you gals from the big bad evil do-er who does not want to speak out loud. We should feel sad for her for losing her power and control over her project group. Sigh ~ stop thinking that you are so good I swear this group will definitely do better without you around.

. Life goes on .

.. Disappointments aside ..

... Tomorrow will be a better day ...

.. lunch with torrio ..

. happy .

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:47 AM
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Monday, October 15, 2007

once again ~

. what do I do in statistics lesson ? .

.. blog of course ~ as usual muahaha I feel evil ..

... I think I am going to pon statistics lecture again never listen even if I go ...

updates on my life :

* fun*

** great food **

*** great company ***

** new clothes **

* had such a great weekend . especially saturday . so happy *

- miraculously I finished all my projects -

-- kentucky milk case and OBnD no more muahahaha --

--- heave a huge sigh of relieve . but somehow the stress is still there ---

-- I wanna do well for my finals --

--mug hard !! -

~ really want to thank my excellent groups for jobs well done ~

~~ kelvin . mingzhou . tzeyang . xueying . xinni ~~

~~~ adeline . desmond . pristine . vincent ~~~

~~ good grades await us ~~

~ we all ROCK ~

. mark said I looked like a dancer .

.. feel so honoured ..

... happy ...

* my mood is like this song *

** happy . relaxed . at peace with the world **
*** anyway this is part 2 in the movie : Jolin being in love with Stephen Fung ***

>> showdown tomorrow : marketing hope I win <<

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:07 PM
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Friday, October 12, 2007

interesting night ..

. $20.80 of cab fare to get to geylang .

.. mee sua . dou hua . xiao long bao (which was quite pathetic) . guo tie . some weird pork floss bun thing all quite normal all not that fantastic ..

... the priceless part - the friends ...

.. and the time we spent together..

. thanks for the company ppl .

BFFs !! haha ~

- still feel helpless -

-- may be stressing myself out --

--- time to get things done one thing at a time ---

first up on my list: projects due next week

state : busy !!

stress relieve ?

JOLIN of course

she has like 6 music videos out already gasp !!

continuing where I left off : this is the next song ~

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:12 PM
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

realisations . . .

I am now typing this entry with many thoughts floating through my head and a funny person "quack"ing behind me

. you are a nice person .

.. but I cant help but roll my eyes ..

... acting smart ...

- project work is a chore -

-- a different problem in every group --

--- p a person with so little self-awareness and doesnt consider for others ---

-- xy wants to get things done but gets nothing --

- lj too many ills to speak of -

you are just a sneaky little self-conceited b**** who thinks she is so much better

you havent tasted my wrath

^ projects are not incompletable ^

^^ but still I feel lost because of the things happening around me ^^

^^^ extremely lost and empty feeling ^^^

^^nothing seems to excite me^^

^helpless^

anyway great job dancers great show

~ and nice pictures ~

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*I dont wanna be helpless anymore*

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Monday, October 08, 2007

on a lighter note ..

* ANTM 9 rocks *

** cant wait for the makeovers **

*** chantal . heather . lisa rocks ***

anyway love this song . hate the makeup

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:36 PM
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. . .

. statistics tutorial once again .

.. guess what I am doing ? ..

... slacking away ...

.. facebooking ..

. blogging .

- there are like so many things that are growing through my mind but somehow I cant puke all of them out -

= puke =

^lj^ If you want a war you have a war

^p^ I really cannot be bothered with you anymore

^ron^ thanks for the fun trip out on saturday

* sighs *

** it's time I panicked for the exams **

*** 2 statistics tutorial behind, wanting to finish my ob textbook and my other modules are not that fantastic either ***

** struggling with my projects **

* HELP *

! I want things to change !

!! I really do !!

but somehow things are just not working out

I feel so helpless and like nothing is within my control

Sigh ~ the same signs of fatigue are setting in

I am sick with all academic-related stuff

~ Gosh ~

~~ Praying for miracles and things to start changing ~~

~~~ and moving ~~~

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:25 PM
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Monday, October 01, 2007

i need ur help :)

. To one and all reading my blog .

.. emo-ness aside ..

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what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:30 PM
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~ today is a bad day

. the term break ended .

.. sobz ..

... things did not start off well at all ...

- missed marketing tutorial cos i woke up late -

-- the worst part is i set 6 alarms !! --

--- my participation and attendance are both still zero cos they signed it during lessons ---

-- double sobz --

- I HAVE to sign it soon -

. comm fundamental presentation did not go as well as I thought .

.. stammered ..

... lost my train of thoughts halfway ...

.. disappointed ..

. sobz .

And during this lesson I lost all my respect for you my dear girl. People gave you respect and listened to your presentation, however much crap you were talking about without any slides. Why cant you give other people the minimum amount of respect and listen in to them while THEY are presenting. It is totally distracting and will affect their presentation to some extent. I am not a victim but I am totally pissed out at your attitude and lack of thought for others.

And I thought your talking during lessons was bad enough. (it is super distracting)

Please learn either volume control or learn when to shut up.

- totally stoning through most of econs -

. statistics stinks .

.. i mugged so hard for a 10 marks quiz ..

... i doubted my own knowledge halfway through the paper ...
.. made stupid mistakes during a super easy paper ..

. sad and disappointed .

. Totally bummed out .

.. I have the confidence that I can do well in this course but events are telling me otherwise ..

... not having any participation marks because I couldnt wake up ...

.. presentation skills not as good as I thought ..
. stupid mistakes in easy tests .

* I want to do well but I cant *

. making too many dumb mistakes here and there .

** Am I thinking too much putting too much pressure onto myself and being too neurotic **

*** Super bad day ***

Sigh I can only hope tomorrow will be a better day.

^OB Article Arena^

^^OB Creative Thinking Assignment ^^

though they seem to be in good shape .. can't help not having faith and not feeling happy

gosh I need someone to talk to and to destress

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:21 PM
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