Tuesday, January 29, 2008

random thoughts

Random events can be so interesting and humourous

Event 1
An eavesdropping along one of the roads in ntu
"Eh I heard they offer nude (That's what I heard. I have no idea whether its new or nude) art classes in ADM"
"Oh really ?"
"How much do they pay ?"
"oh 199"
They were referring to the bus service but I was tempted to find out how I can be a new/nude model if the pay was 199 per class
. Haha .
The things I would do for easy cash

Event 2
Some people really speak really bad and funny english
And their conversations can be so interesting

Event 3
In at attempt to discuss a project with his group members
This stranger is squeezing into his group members' row of computers
Resting his ass against my table and the cables joining this computer together as I blog
All I can say
My monitor has gone on and off quite a few times

To end it off
my pretty jolin :)

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3:23 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Thursday, January 24, 2008

the one about the cheerleaders

Hall 9 cheerleaders rock !
. Definitely .
Go.Fight.Win
*it has been overused actually*

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:35 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

The one about : sensitivity

This is an official apology to
~ ANYONE ~
who has been hurt by my lack of sensitivity

Basically
I am a simple-minded person who doesnt really think a lot *ok I admit it not at all*
before I say or I act

So
If you are one of the millions in Singapore alone
Who has gotten pissed off or you actually dislike me because of something I did/said in the past
This is a big apology going out to all of you

SORRY

I will definitely try to watch what I say or do in the future
I will change
I promise my humour would not be so hurtful if it has been

Last rantings: Gossips are fun but you never know who will hear them eventually. A balance between being the real truthful and honest me and the one who watches what he says must be met.

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 9:06 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, January 21, 2008

its been a good day

Today was a day I did not think would turn out the way it did

. Hall 9 swim team .
.. We rock ..
... Great company who put in all our effort today ...
.. Well done ..
. Applause .

. Cheerleading .
.. Tiring but satisfying ..
... It's been a rollercoaster ride since I have joined like less than 2 months ago ...
.. The time is now ..
. Jiayou .

. Whew .
.. I exercised so much today ..
... Really like all the new people I got to know and got closer to since swimming and cheerleading ...
.. Life is good ..
. Academic work is piling .
*I'll get it settled soon I hope*

Last rantings: What is it about deja vu. Have I already done this before and if so am I just reliving my past life over again and again ?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:44 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, January 19, 2008

we are better than we thought :)

Wanted to take a picture of hall 9 at 9 am in the morning
Unfortunately there was no more space in my phone
. Gosh .
.. God knows how long I haven been awake at 9am on a saturday ..
Yes I was awake
Keep you jaws from dropping to the floor
The things I do for hall 9 cheerleading
.. Haha ..
. Kidding .

Breakfast at can 2 was simple but nice

Walked into SRC with desperation
Somehow it suddenly hit me that we were so unprepared for what was to come
Suprisingly after walking through
There was a boost of confidence
. We can do it .
.. Yeah ..

And now
Practice is finally over
With my whole group going through the whole routine
. Yeah we rock :P .
Getting in some last words before I join the group for lunch at JP
. Somewhere new isnt it ? .
.. Kidding again ..
... The sarcasm is rich ...
.. Haha ..
. Please laugh .

Last rantings: I think I am a nice person. But listening to the opinion of others may be a shock or should I not be that concerned ?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:57 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

losing steam.

I slept in the two lectures I had today
The worst part ?
I don't feel guilty about sleeping through it at all
I slept.woke up.and continued sleeping

I am really one tired little boy

I have to last till next wednesday
But how long can my steam last ?
Aching arms
Injured hands
Hit everywhere
Cheerleading is taking its toll

I want to stick to it till the end

Onto cheerier events: K Box session with mark.mingzhou.ee ching.sihui.xinni.xueying
Fun and coolio can
And mark looks better with short hair haha

What shall I do with mine for chinese new year ?
. Hm .
Photobucket
. the gals .
Photobucket
.. the guys ..
Photobucket
... I love photos like these ...

Last words before I go and do my accounting tutorial
1. Good luck to hall 9 dancers on their dance. Disappointed that I couldnt do this with you close friends of mine
2. Good luck to cheerleaders. We can do it !
3. Good luck to swimmers. We will get through it !
4. Good luck to myself. My time management can be better.
Lastly, sorry to all, I really cant find myself typing a super long post about my trip to Bangkok and the photos take forever to load to photobucket
. Sigh .
I guess it'll be sufficient if I say I wanna go again ?

.. Haha ..

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:11 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Saturday, January 12, 2008

i am not supposed to be here

. I am not supposed to be here .

Finally no cheerleading practice and a saturday to myself
Being the hardworking student who is aiming to get a 5.0 GPA for semester 2
(stop sniggering, everyone has to have goals they cant achieve right?)
I am supposed to be doing my financial management (fm) now
.. Sigh ..
! Distractions galore !

Anyway the week is almost drawing to a close
A week where I was tired everyday
A week that I found out people actually knew I existed in secondary school (and not necessarily for the right reasons)
A week where I felt happy to have all the friends I know around me
(you kinda get a warm tingly feeling when you look at facebook photos with you and your friends in them)
and then to question that feeling

... Sigh ...
I think I treat everyone around me and I like with upmost sincerity and no pretences at all
To like realise this may be a dangerous way to lead you life is an alarming thought
... emoing ...

Food for thought I guess
Anyway I hope to blog about my Bangkok trip soon like tomorrow if I have energy after cheerleading practice
(too lazy to carry my laptop home.all my pictures are inside there)

Quick question by the way
Is the font on my blog like really small and squished together so you cant like really see it ?
While I was viewing my blog in my home computer the font is barely readable but on my laptop it looks fine.
Feedback k haha :)

. I won't change the way I treat people and view my life for now .

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 8:33 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

busy busy

Today I finally have a free day with no lessons
But I still accomplished nothing today
Still want to settle a lot of things
There is like a whole list in my mind and they are like floating around but nothing much or nothing substantial is getting done
Cheerleading every night is really taking its toll on me
Hope I am not too tired tonight
Tomorrow is the day I accomplish all I set out to do
.. I hope ..

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:22 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Monday, January 07, 2008

coming up ahead

.later on today.
I have to deal with new faces and new personalities
I hope everything goes well
Sometimes I do not have as much confidence in myself as I wished I did

..Other stuff..
more cheerleading practice
UOC main comm meeting

Final words before I hit the sack
Will blog about thailand soon
After I have a whole free day and mind

Thanks Xingyue for the blog where I saw my name.Super touched.Well not really by the kidding part
And maybe you did sense a part of me which I may not have known existed

I faced the same scenario again
I got dealt the same hand of cards
But I have a feeling things are going to be different this time
Anyway Xingyue is right
Everyone seems to want to find someone to get attached to in uni if they arent and maybe I shouldnt be following that crowd at all
Nature will take its course

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:54 AM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

last rantings before going to bangkok

.I am going to leave the world of cyberspace for 4 days.

Going to Bangkok
Hope its fun
Anyone has any gift requests can sms me k

Last rantings before I go

Torrio countdown at marina sq
Great
F the Indian man who sprayed the champagne in my face
Besides that it was still fun times

Cheerleading
Tiring
Getting the hang of it though
Needs a lot of FEELing

2008
Resolutions made
Will share some of them some other time ba
Hope for a good year

YOU
Sigh.kinda at a loss
I am serious about it though
Moderating my speed and taking it slow
Hope its the right way to go

*Hm that rhymed*
See you peeps when I return
:)

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:25 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words

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