Friday, August 29, 2008

The One About My Contradictions

. I got it .

.. But how much do I really want it ..

. Only time will tell .

Don't worry I will still put in my full effort

I feel empty inside

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 3:19 AM
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Thursday, August 28, 2008

The One About The Limitless Possibilities

- I am sorry if this entry is overly honest and it pisses the people mentioned off -

. I just don't like to hide how I feel .

I often spend my time thinking where would I be if I had not made the choices I made

I may have been an olympic diver/swimmer

Or someone with much more friends and much cooler life than I have now

But I still love everyone in my life now

It's just the "what if"s I can't let go off

That aside

If I knew today was the only day for the chairperson interview

I would have gone down even if it was missing a part of my rally which I could have just done

I could have done better at the interview than the two that went

And I could have gotten what I wanted

BUT

What is the reason for wanting that post

Is it because of all the changes I would like to make to the camp

But I can still make those changes as long as I am in the main committee

Or is it the selfish part of me that is considering its impact on my resume

Are my morals and intentions as good as I think they are ?

. Sigh .

That's life

Hits and misses

WHY CAN'T I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:16 AM
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Monday, August 25, 2008

The One About My Music

Today was a good day !

Filled with laughs and just cheery all day
Thanks to Angeline Goh . Joanne and Stanley for starting it off with the Hall 9 drink
Shuli for her company during translation lect
Bestie Xingyue . Sigh I wanna hang out more
Bing2 n Sihui for such fun during translation tutorial
Titans dinner later and walkabout with chio bus
WOOT ~
! Today is great !

Anyway heard this song on the radio
David Archuleta : Crush
Quite coolio and pop
Not that bad la

but the lyrics are damn cheesy !
It just doesnt sound believeable

In comparison

蔡旻佑 - Stay With Me

Nice ~

Jareth's recommendation

Does this mark my return to listening to chinese songs?

K box soon people !

Random pix I found

. . . In the words of Paris Hilton . . .

That's HOT

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:53 PM
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

The One With The Randomness

Finished a whole day of lessons !

. Waits for applause .

Will move on to tutorials later

In the mean time random thoughts

. Pics taken during hall camp .

- Just decided to post them -

. Cute little things .

- The picture comes with it's own caption -

. Voicing out my freshie's inner thoughts .

Global Banks Networking

. Gosh I feel old .

.. I am actually at the age to start worrying about my career, dressing formally and mingling in a total serious environment ..

. Satisfying my cravings before the event .

. Dorky pics of us try professional .

.. Sigh ..

. Weisiang donate some height to me ! .

And to show how competitive everyone is about their futures

. I am actually going to be a part of this rat race .

.. Unbelievable ..

. And on the subject of rat races .

What is the world coming to ?

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:54 PM
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Monday, August 18, 2008

The One About The Gossip Girl

Woot ~ My favourite shows are returning

Gossip Girl Season 2

and I saw pictures of America's Next Top Model S11 Contestants

somehow not as chio lei ~

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:13 AM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

The One Where I Am A Little Famous

3 words - oh my tian !
damn unglam but it's damn funny as well

I have my own youtube video

I never knew I slept like this

I have to check my breathing passages or something

In my defense I was damn shag !

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:11 PM
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The One Where I Am Super Emo

It's been a while since I last blogged but this is going to be an emo entry

Emo in a good way

. I think .

Reflecting back to the last month with all the orientation camps . ndp . and the happenings after

I have different messages to different people

To Torrio

Thank you all for sticking by me no matter what

I can be difficult at times and I apologise for that

I also thank all of you for putting in your best and staying with me throughout

I could not have asked for a better team and better friends

Friends Forever

To Titans
My kids !
No matter what to me your are the best OG one could ask for
Brinda to me you are the best freshie
Grace.Mark to me you are the king and queen la
Each and everyone of you I thank you for being part of this fantastic group
Friends Forever

To earlier T group members
Thank you for the help and support during the camp
Thank you for being there
Friends Forever

To the other GLs and people I got to know through UOC

You guys rock

Keep in touch kz

. Huiyee .
thanks for being someone I could really talk to and chill with through the whole thing

To Selzo
I don't appreciate you less than my union freshies
I don't want to be the gl for any other hall OG
Let's hang out more in hall k
. LeeTing .
Selzo's babe stay pretty

To Hall 9 people (whether you are in hall or not)

Or whether you are a freshie or not

No matter who you are

Thanks for being or gonna be a part of my life

To my cliques I hang out in hall very often
(Wq.Xy.Angel.Shuli.Stan.Jieli.Carmen and many others)

Love you lots and friends forever

Actually I realised the same goes out to NDP people (eugenie.taa.yy.hidaya.loo.huiwen.christina) and even my JC schoolmates who I keep pang seh-ing due to other commitments

I am just happy that everyone who is in my life now is in my life
Amidst my clashing schedules I do not have time for all of you
But please do remember I would always be here for you
And your presence in my life is deeply appreciated and I thank higher powers for putting all of you in my life

Love all of you lots

Friends Forever

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:36 PM
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