Thursday, August 28, 2008

The One About The Limitless Possibilities

- I am sorry if this entry is overly honest and it pisses the people mentioned off -

. I just don't like to hide how I feel .

I often spend my time thinking where would I be if I had not made the choices I made

I may have been an olympic diver/swimmer

Or someone with much more friends and much cooler life than I have now

But I still love everyone in my life now

It's just the "what if"s I can't let go off

That aside

If I knew today was the only day for the chairperson interview

I would have gone down even if it was missing a part of my rally which I could have just done

I could have done better at the interview than the two that went

And I could have gotten what I wanted

BUT

What is the reason for wanting that post

Is it because of all the changes I would like to make to the camp

But I can still make those changes as long as I am in the main committee

Or is it the selfish part of me that is considering its impact on my resume

Are my morals and intentions as good as I think they are ?

. Sigh .

That's life

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WHY CAN'T I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT

what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:16 AM
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