Monday, November 17, 2008
The One With The Mixed Emotions
Tax is over
And maybe in more ways than one
I knew where I might have gone wrong
But somehow I convinced myself in the examination hall that it was right
Yet
I don't feel I did that badly
Gosh
Why can't I just let it go ?
I just want to get a B+ for all my modules so I can have a 2nd upper
Somewhere deep inside i might secretly want to do well
But I don't put in the effort to do well
Or do I just want to do better than the people I know
Gosh
Why can't I even understand myself
I just want to let it all go !
*Trying very hard to*
At the same time
I am thinking but I want to do with my hair
And I am seriously considering some other career option
I feel like accomplishing more before I become an accountant/auditor and stick with it for the rest of my life
Air steward and travel the world ?
Pursue other interests
Gosh
What do I do ?
Jareth wants to let go
Jareth wants to know where to go
And maybe in more ways than one
I knew where I might have gone wrong
But somehow I convinced myself in the examination hall that it was right
Yet
I don't feel I did that badly
Gosh
Why can't I just let it go ?
I just want to get a B+ for all my modules so I can have a 2nd upper
Somewhere deep inside i might secretly want to do well
But I don't put in the effort to do well
Or do I just want to do better than the people I know
Gosh
Why can't I even understand myself
I just want to let it all go !
*Trying very hard to*
At the same time
I am thinking but I want to do with my hair
And I am seriously considering some other career option
I feel like accomplishing more before I become an accountant/auditor and stick with it for the rest of my life
Air steward and travel the world ?
Pursue other interests
Gosh
What do I do ?
Jareth wants to let go
Jareth wants to know where to go
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 4:53 PM
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