Wednesday, September 27, 2006
on a tuesday ..
Had so much fun today .. Firstly I went back to camp on my off day (*yes.. I cant imagined I did that too..*) Anyway, it wasnt that did realised I did somehow enjoy being a member inside the ord function committee. Although the 'b' csm just wanted us to agree with his ideas, we did get our way in the end. It was really fun being the creative juices behind an event, working with budgets and stuff .. hm future job prospectives?
Went for lunch at mad jack with mojo.. sh and ck. So nice, had a fantastic steak, dessert and the works and had such great company. It was followed by walking around bugis looking at stuff and just chit chatting. Such a fun and great time.. thanks guys
Went for lunch at mad jack with mojo.. sh and ck. So nice, had a fantastic steak, dessert and the works and had such great company. It was followed by walking around bugis looking at stuff and just chit chatting. Such a fun and great time.. thanks guys
(*waiting for chin keat to send me the photos now..there were some really funny ones hint_hint*)
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 2:22 AM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
sayonara my fren
250906 around 2230 hours we bid our final farewells to Benjamin Lim as he embarks on his journey to study overseas in the University of Warwick (*wow i remembered*)anyway here's wishing you all the best my fren we will be missing you greatly.
Remember to chat with us online and stay in touch. Frenz 4eva.
Remember to chat with us online and stay in touch. Frenz 4eva.
couldn't resist putting shiyan's hilarious pose .. haharz
sigh .. din realise losing a fren could be so sad as this is the 1st time I sent a fren off (the rest not as hardworking ba oops) .. anyway wish all the best for him and hope to see him soon ba
sigh .. din realise losing a fren could be so sad as this is the 1st time I sent a fren off (the rest not as hardworking ba oops) .. anyway wish all the best for him and hope to see him soon ba
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:41 AM
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
movie galore ? ..
hm .. exasperation .. there doesnt seem to be any good movies around .. lucky I am going to watch forbidden city tonight haha .. really looking forward to it :P
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:23 PM
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free and pain..
MY LEFT SHOULDER HURTS AND I DUNNO WHY.. SIGHZ
ANYWAY .. I HAVE THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK FREE HAHA .. ANY PLANS ? CALL KZ :P
ANYWAY .. I HAVE THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK FREE HAHA .. ANY PLANS ? CALL KZ :P
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 1:15 PM
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lost ..
No, I am not talking about the acclaimed television series.. I am talking about the state of mind I am in right now.
I have been on leave for the last two days.. and will be for the following week. I had so much time and freedom to just laze at home (which is what I have been doing..) and really be myself, be free and consider everything happening around me, things I would never get to do in camp. It suddenly struck me that the end of ns is like so near, I can just taste it. The problem being.. the truth did not sink in until now. It suddenly feels like the time I have been waiting for is finally here, but it also marks a passing of stages in my life. I am no longer the "studenty", studious and nerdy person I was and might have been in school. I am now considered an adult and in a number of years I will be a husband, dad and soon found dead (okie.. that sounds a little bit rushed). It didnt struck that I am somehow already at a crossroad in my life. I reached it without acknowledging or knowing it and it's scary.
I have no idea what I really want in my life. I have no idea what I want now and in my future, no matter what aspect of my life I am thinking about. I just have no idea what is going on around me and which point do I want to find myself at.
But somehow, I made a decision. I am just gonna lead my life, make my decisions as I truly am and lead fate decide where I go from here. I am going to spend more time at home and being more a part of my family. That's all haha. Basically, I am just gonna remain the person I am and I want to be and let whatever will happen happen and just take things as they come and not make decisions that I would regret.
Still sounds like I am pretty lost right ? I am .. just waiting to see what will happen in the future ba.
I have been on leave for the last two days.. and will be for the following week. I had so much time and freedom to just laze at home (which is what I have been doing..) and really be myself, be free and consider everything happening around me, things I would never get to do in camp. It suddenly struck me that the end of ns is like so near, I can just taste it. The problem being.. the truth did not sink in until now. It suddenly feels like the time I have been waiting for is finally here, but it also marks a passing of stages in my life. I am no longer the "studenty", studious and nerdy person I was and might have been in school. I am now considered an adult and in a number of years I will be a husband, dad and soon found dead (okie.. that sounds a little bit rushed). It didnt struck that I am somehow already at a crossroad in my life. I reached it without acknowledging or knowing it and it's scary.
I have no idea what I really want in my life. I have no idea what I want now and in my future, no matter what aspect of my life I am thinking about. I just have no idea what is going on around me and which point do I want to find myself at.
But somehow, I made a decision. I am just gonna lead my life, make my decisions as I truly am and lead fate decide where I go from here. I am going to spend more time at home and being more a part of my family. That's all haha. Basically, I am just gonna remain the person I am and I want to be and let whatever will happen happen and just take things as they come and not make decisions that I would regret.
Still sounds like I am pretty lost right ? I am .. just waiting to see what will happen in the future ba.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:54 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
arghz .. how did i get to this site ?
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and what is a carrot top ? ..
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:41 PM
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musical trivia
The background music was chosen especially for the people in my bunk .. since we all love it .. hahaz .. "All the camels come out .. .. " Anyway big shock to find out that Christina Applegate, Christina Milian and Ryan Seacrest were all in the music video of thing song playing cameos. Like chin keat would go .. wa-aw. I only recognised Eva Longoria the first time around.
Anyway .. Tata young what happened to you? Are bent on becoming the Paris Hilton of asia ? .. This video looks like a cheapo hiltonisque porno-flick .. and i think she kinda looks fat should be baby fat ba.
Anyway .. Tata young what happened to you? Are bent on becoming the Paris Hilton of asia ? .. This video looks like a cheapo hiltonisque porno-flick .. and i think she kinda looks fat should be baby fat ba.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:22 PM
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3 blind mice and a semi-old lady
I AM PISSED.
I thought the singapore government spent so much money putting the silvery bumps at the mrt stations to guide the blind and give them the convenience of using the mrt? Why dont you just use the freaking bumps. One blind man at the mrt station hit me with his stick that faithful saturday morning and had the audacity to tell me to SIAM. WTF.. not even normal people have eyes at the back of our head kz. How was I to know you were coming ?
There was an empty seat, I injured my knee I was unstable and it hurt but I gave the seat to chang rui as he still had a lot more stops to go. In comes this semi-old woman, like in her 50ties giving that pathetic "if I do not sit I will die" look and chang rui just gave her the seat. Slut. Big old pale looking wrinkly slut. Why cant the eldery in Singapore be more like the ones in Hong Kong? Why do they have to act as if they were that weak and frail. Why must we definitely give them seats. I know its basic courtesy and respect but some of them really go overboard and make use of it. The independant elderly in Hong Kong when I visited were so much better, they squeeze and stand in the MTR like everyone else and they do not EXPECT you to give them their seats lor.
SIGHZ MY SOCIETY .. GLOOMY
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:59 PM
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ATEC ..
It's finally over, looking forward to ord now. Thank god and thank everyone who was out there with me. My last outfield ever and I got lucky as I injured my knee coming down from the 19 vehicle. Did nothing the rest of the days.. sorry to damian and tze yong for all the trouble I caused you guys. Funny thing was I died twice, both times during laager doing nothing, all on chin keat's bike haha.
It's over
It's over
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:42 PM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
which baby r u ?
July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others
equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
How accurate is this ?
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others
equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
How accurate is this ?
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:17 PM
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thanks ..
thanks to the gang .. dar, jo, tif and cass for the super fun wkn :P i seriously had a lot of fun .. go out soon kz ciaoz
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 6:11 PM
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recent movies ..
The devil wears prada..
Bimbotic, Bitchy and ultimately brilliant show with great characters and an interesting plot. Wish I had a glamarous job like that..
( planning to but the bk .. )
Quotes for the devil herself:
- the details of you incompetence do not interest me ( ouch.. )
- is there some reason why my coffee isnt here .. has she dies or somethng
- did you fall and smack your head on the pavement?
- by all means, move at a glacial pace you know how that thrills me
The barnyard..
Lame animal version of seventh heaven or some family drama series .. funny but boring ..
Akeelah and the bee
Super nice heart-warming show about the incredible of Akeelah the magnificent speller ..
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we subconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
- Quote from the super nice movie
Bimbotic, Bitchy and ultimately brilliant show with great characters and an interesting plot. Wish I had a glamarous job like that..
( planning to but the bk .. )
Quotes for the devil herself:
- the details of you incompetence do not interest me ( ouch.. )
- is there some reason why my coffee isnt here .. has she dies or somethng
- did you fall and smack your head on the pavement?
- by all means, move at a glacial pace you know how that thrills me
The barnyard..
Lame animal version of seventh heaven or some family drama series .. funny but boring ..
Akeelah and the bee
Super nice heart-warming show about the incredible of Akeelah the magnificent speller ..
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?" Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we subconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
- Quote from the super nice movie
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 5:08 PM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
fun day but ..
Had such a fun time yesterday but had to make a major error to ruin the whole day. I seriously apologise to the person for my being such a f-ing moron and not using my brain. Everything is over now and still looks cheery but nothing beneath the surface remains the same. I'll put in 100% to restore things I promise.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:17 PM
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dragon boating
I DID SUCH A GOOD JOB .. participating in 3/5 races and contributing to a majority of the points woo-hoo. JS, SH and all the other archers and stallions did great as well, ferrari rockz hehe. The other majority of the team from our next door neighbours were making a lot of noise but somehow empty vessels yar dun think you all deserved to win with us :P
It felt so exhilarating to win a race .. I may take up dragon boating in uni but i doubt they will except such a scrawny person such as myself.
It felt so exhilarating to win a race .. I may take up dragon boating in uni but i doubt they will except such a scrawny person such as myself.
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 12:12 PM
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overworked and stressed ..
camp life just sucks especially when you are working around the people I work with
A:
stop trying to pin your errors and problems on other people .. how can you expect a signaller who has no idea how to use a "ginger" <> to keep the blank attachments for you? A blatant attempt to shrug responsibility gone wrong sighz.
I believe the fault lies actually with your driver. If the drivers of the other vehicles can keep the blank attachments, I see no reason why your cant.
wl:
you are a nice person but when you get really anxious you get very irritating and you got on my nerves at a super bad time last week
sorry for scolding you though ..
the "courageous":
you people are actually cowards who wont even dare to write statements. the stores have been passed along for the longest period of time without anyone nit-picking on all the little faults and errors and you had to spend 4 hours of my freaking precious time saving your own ass and making sure that you dont have to take the blame for the spoilt equipment. Assholes.
Are you that scared of writing statements and machan?
You know what ? .. Karma rulez .. what comes around goes around.
maps:
why exactly do you need telping ? .. why exactly do you need joining together ? .. the mapping unit should do a better job. Being a runner stinks.
others in my coy:
why cant you people all collect your stuff at the same time? sighz .. we have to open the store over and over again just because you all decided to each act accordingly and do stuff at different times causing us so much trouble
jq:
"dutily rewarded" i hope so .. anw I believe that among the people you said who are working hard some arent pulling their weight. Instead of giving offs by vocation, I believe we should give by bunk and we all know which bunk puts in so much more effort and initiative.
Arghz .. ord coming soon ..
A:
stop trying to pin your errors and problems on other people .. how can you expect a signaller who has no idea how to use a "ginger" <> to keep the blank attachments for you? A blatant attempt to shrug responsibility gone wrong sighz.
I believe the fault lies actually with your driver. If the drivers of the other vehicles can keep the blank attachments, I see no reason why your
wl:
you are a nice person but when you get really anxious you get very irritating and you got on my nerves at a super bad time last week
sorry for scolding you though ..
the "courageous"
you people are actually cowards who wont even dare to write statements. the stores have been passed along for the longest period of time without anyone nit-picking on all the little faults and errors and you had to spend 4 hours of my freaking precious time saving your own ass and making sure that you dont have to take the blame for the spoilt equipment. Assholes.
Are you that scared of writing statements and machan?
You know what ? .. Karma rulez .. what comes around goes around.
maps:
why exactly do you need telping ? .. why exactly do you need joining together ? .. the mapping unit should do a better job. Being a runner stinks.
others in my coy:
why cant you people all collect your stuff at the same time? sighz .. we have to open the store over and over again just because you all decided to each act accordingly and do stuff at different times causing us so much trouble
jq:
"dutily rewarded" i hope so .. anw I believe that among the people you said who are working hard some arent pulling their weight. Instead of giving offs by vocation, I believe we should give by bunk and we all know which bunk puts in so much more effort and initiative.
Arghz .. ord coming soon ..
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 11:53 AM
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